One Year of Motherhood

If you are a mom, you are a superhero period!

— Rosie Pope

One Year of Motherhood

Today is the day! I can hardly believe that I have been a Mother for an entire year. Can I be honest with you? 

All things considered, I would give anything to go back to my very first day of becoming a Mommy. Yes, including all of the challenges I faced becoming a first-time Mom. I can honestly say that I miss it. In the moment, you are going crazy and wondering when it will end. Enduring many sleepless nights, trying to get your baby on a schedule. The feel of exhaustion, no time to cook or clean, you get where I am going, right? Even with all of that, I would still turn back the hands of time. I know what you are thinking, “this chick is out of her mind, I don’t miss those days at all.” But honestly looking back to reflect on my baby’s first year, I realize that it didn’t last as long as it felt. My baby is a one year old, I have a one – year old son! My little man is becoming independent, this kid thinks that he can do everything on his own now and I am not ready. This year has been one of the most rewarding years of my entire life! I know, every Mom says that, but it is absolutely true. 

My journey to conceive a child was not easy. In fact, four years ago, I received the most heartbreaking news. I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. Polycystic Ovary Syndrome, also known as PCOS, is when you have multiple cysts on your ovaries. It causes irregular cycles and makes it tough to conceive. I found comfort in learning that although it wouldn’t be easy, the ability to conceive was not impossible. 

I went through procedures, took medications, downloaded ovulation apps, you name it, I did it. I begin to grow impatient, nothing I did worked. It wasn’t until I put my problem in the Lord’s hands and stopped worrying, that I received my little blessing. THIS is why I appreciate every single moment good or bad when it comes to this thing called Mother hood. Although I endured some tough times during my pregnancy, my baby boy is the happiest person I have ever met. He came into this world peacefully and has been smiling since his 2^nd day here on earth. What more can I ask for?

I am beyond grateful for every obstacle I have faced and overcame in my first year of motherhood. Being a mother turns you into a completely different person and I am enjoying every moment of it.